A poem I wrote.
You said I was deserving of love.
You said no one deserves the pain I have been through.
You said you would look out for me.
You said you would help me.
You said I am enough as I am.
You said you love me unconditionally.
You said I can count on you.
You said.
You said.
You said.
And I believed.
But it wasn't true. It never was.
Just lies to make you feel better than those around you.
I don't know how to live with that.
My world is in chaos and you say I ask for too much.
But you said.
This is a little bit different, but I wanted to share because I thought it might resonate with some people who have been through the garbage disposal with their families. I hope you have a happy, loving family that is full of promises and follow through. But if not, this one is for you.